the will to live

onsdag 29 juni 2011 @ 18:54
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In over my head... and it feels so good!

Just amazing

Finally!

It's amazing, you're amazing, gah - just everything is so great! I don't care about the fact that I'm hardly even getting 3,5 hours of sleep tonight - you make it all worth it!

You really blow my mind <3

I'll be waiting for you

söndag 26 juni 2011 @ 13:56
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I'm so exhausted. Working 12 hours tomorrow, better go sleep soon.

Can't wait until wednesday... <3

Den som väntar på något gott väntar aldrig för länge

Best friends

lördag 25 juni 2011 @ 15:36
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Creds to my wonderful, fantastic, fabulous, irreplaceable and invaluable friends

that I always can rely on and love me for exactly who I am!

I don't know what I would do without you,

and I love you so so much.

Diamonds are beautiful and so are pearls,

but nothing can compare

to me and my girls!

Good friends are like stars,

you don't always see them but you know that they're always there.

Lots of love.

@ 15:24
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Ever thine,

Ever mine,

Ever ours.

l'amour

torsdag 23 juni 2011 @ 15:39
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At the touch of love

everyone becomes a poet.

beautiful

onsdag 22 juni 2011 @ 16:17
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ghjalsjkfhjdkasds gosh I'm feeling so bubbly!

You're so beautiful to me.

Amor

tisdag 21 juni 2011 @ 15:41
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Amor vincit omnia.

I can't believe, this feels so good - so great. Better than any dream I've ever had - who needs fairytales after all, when real life is so much better?

Quos amor verus tenuit, tenebit <3

it's amazing

måndag 20 juni 2011 @ 03:57
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You take my breath away,

you sweep me off my feet,

you fill me with all this love

and make my heart skip a beat.

audience of your own life

lördag 11 juni 2011 @ 17:07
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Have you ever felt like lots of things in life just happen and you're not part of it? Standing there, helpless, watching life pass by, seeing your life being shattered into a thousand pieces and there's not a thing you can do about it.

It's a good thing that feeling helpless means that you feel hopeless - there's still hope. I still hope.

home

@ 10:22
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Things fall apart so that others fall together.

Home - the place were we belong. But what happens when that falls apart or you just don't belong anymore? Home doesn't necessarily have to be where you live, home is where you keep your heart safe, where you are always welcome, filled with love. I'm so lost, I don't feel at home anymore and I don't know what to do or where to go. My heart is homeless.

All I can do is hope for change, that other things will fall together and fix things up.

perfection - what is that?

torsdag 9 juni 2011 @ 16:28
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Time to wake up... Sometimes I just want to fall asleep and when I wake up, everything will be perfect. But then again, what is perfect? What does it mean?

All this pressure about being perfect and living up to everyones expectations can make me feel sick. I say, you're perfect in your imperfection.

Another thing that I've had on my mind is: should I put myself or my loved ones first? If I repeatedly sacrifice my will for someone, how can I can keep a smile on my face? If I put myself first I feel like a horrible person, and then I definitely can't be happy.

Is it wrong to be a bit egoistic sometimes, I mean why should a human instinct like egoism be classified as a sin? Probably because nobody can live up to that.

I don't mind doing things for my loved ones, I love the feeling of being able to help out and be there for someone when I'm needed, I just feel like I need to find the line between helping and being used.

I usually feel like I'm a "good" person, it's just sometimes that I get these thoughts that I'm not good enough, that I'm still carrying so much on my conscience and a thousand miles away from being perfect. I know I will never be perfect, it doesn't even exist and still I seem to strive for it. I guess one day I'll have to realize, that I can be perfect in my imperfection.

time

@ 03:52
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Have you ever felt like freezing time because you're scared of changes in the future, of losing someone or something and never being able to get it back?

Sometime time frightens me, not only because of that, but because time never comes back, it will never be the same as it is right now. Time is like sand running through my fingers, and with different time come different people, different experiences, different places...

I admit to being human, I like adventures but I still want to feel safe. One of the most frightening feelings of all, is the feeling of losing someone who provides you with that safety. Suddenly, when that person, you're standing there all alone, naked, exposed, scared...

Love provides you with that feeling of safety. That's one of the reasons why we all fear of losing the ones we love, family, friends and that special person who's so much more than just a friend.

Feeling loved, feeling safe, feeling happy...

Time, what is that really? Four letters, one word. It comes, it goes and it never comes back, so make sure to use all time we've got wisely.

Fairytale stories

@ 02:39
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Will we ever get out fairytale story?

pouring rain

onsdag 8 juni 2011 @ 13:18
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The rain is pouring down outside my window.

I just feel like going out in my pajamas and feeling the rain on my skin,

soaking my clothes and my hair,

sipping into my mouth and washing away my tears.

Feelings can be sickening sometimes, they make us feel vulnerable.

Sometimes I wonder who I really am, what I really want and how to handle different situations. Then I realize, that's life - searching for the answers.

No matter what happens, I just want you to be happy, because then it makes it worth anything. I will manage my life, shape and follow my dreams, achieve my goals, I feel like I could do almost anything, I just gotta figure out whats worth fighting for.

Follow your heart and follow your dreams, anytime you turn your head to your side I will be there next to you if you want me to.

Don't walk a head of me, I may not follow.

Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.

Walk beside me, and together we will walk through life - hand in hand.

shine

söndag 5 juni 2011 @ 17:38
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When you think of that someone who makes your heart shine like the sun

believe in love

@ 17:23
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Nothing is as beautiful as when he believes in me

The past and the future

torsdag 2 juni 2011 @ 16:06
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Life is pretty great right now. I'm just living life, enjoying the sun and some good company.

I've realized, I've gone through a lot of difficult times, but I would never change these times 'cause they have come to make me the person I am today. If I hadn't gone trough them, I wouldn't know what I know today.

Then again, I ask myself, is it always better to know or is it better to go through life unknowing? Is it better to be naive or critical? Is it better to be an optimist, a pessimist or how are we supposed to look at life? And "supposed to", who decides what defines that?

All I know is that I don't regret my past, I just want to learn from all the experiences to able to shape my future exactly the way I want it. But what I really want in life, that's another question to investigate in.