moods
jeez. mood-swings.com
Feeling really careless and happy at the moment. How can I let one person have such big influence on my mood? Life's not always easy when falling in love, I can tell you that much.
You just fill me with joy. You make me happy.
Everything's gonna be alright. No worries.
emptiness
I feel like I have a big whole inside of me, an emptiness of nothing. I want to fill it with something, but everything I've tried has failed. So many confusing thoughts, feelings and emotions, sometimes I don't know what to do with myself. I just wanna run away from everything that's hurting me and leave it all behind.
At least there's one thing or two that I know are really true,
nothing can replace my friends or you.
Black-and-white
My life right now feels like a black-and-white movie without sound, where you add the colors and together we create the most wonderful melodies of music. Come here, I miss you.
Eyes of an angel
Look at me once more with those angel eyes. Piercing green, stunning and with an energetic look. They say by looking into someones eyes you see into their soul, but when I look deep into yours, I don't only see right into your soul, but I feel you looking into mine. As our eyes meet, for a brief moment that I wish could last forever, my soul is no longer alone, for it has mended into one with yours. And so I carry you with me, and I hope you will let me be with you wherever you go too.
As long as I know I've got you...
faithful
"here's to me, and here's to you and here's to love and laughter - I'll be true as long as you- not a single minute after."
it was only just a dream
had a horrible nightmare. woke up confused. now I can't get rid of that feeling. fuck.
I'm going back to sleep.
like a rose
even the most beautiful rose has got its thorns. if you handle the rose with love and care, you won't get hurt.
Passion for music
My own music. My own words. My own song.
I could just sit by the piano for hours and hours, just play and sing forever. I pour out my heart and soul into music.
Like Beethoven once said: "I despise a world which doesn't not feel that music is a higher revelation than all wisdom and philosophy".
Dance with me
Slow dancing in a dark room together, just you and me.I´m so lucky. I´m so happy. I´m so thankful.
Music
Music is in my soul. I simply could not live without music.
freedom in my heart
A loving relationship is one in which the loved one is free to be himself - to laugh with me, but never at me; to cry with me, but never because of me; to love life, to love himself, to love being loved. Such a relationship is based upon freedom and can never grow in a jealous heart.
Don't stop believing
It's hard to wait for something you know might never happen, but it's even harder to give up when you know it's everything you want.
The Holy Spirit
Went to church today for the first time in over a year. The reason I had stopped going there in the first place was because I had lost my faith and just didn't see any point in going there anymore then. Suddenly now I've felt this voice inside of me, that's grown louder and louder, telling me to go back and give it another shot. So I went there today after work. When I got inside I got down on my knees and prayed.
The prayer came from the bottom of my heart, I poured out my soul all at once, and it just felt like such a relieve afterwards.
So the Holy Spirit lives within me too, after all.
perspective
Don't you, like me, sometimes wonder how people look at you?
It would sure be interesting to see myself through someone else's eyes.
from my heart
I feel grateful for so many things in my life. Even the smallest moments and gestures that add that little extra spark of color to a world of gray. The happiness that fills my body when I see the sun break through the clouded sky, the joy in my heart when I feel love, the amazing rush through my veins when I hear a really good song or just sit and create my own music with some friends.
Getting all excited over dreams and plans, walking my own way through life knowing it will be alright, even though times get tough sometimes, because I just always hope and believe in the future, that's just such a good feeling to have!
I'm so grateful for having a family that loves me and puts up with me every day, for having such amazing friends that can put a smile on my face at any time, friends that care for me and I care for them very much too.
Positive thinking is the key to happiness, so don't get hung up on the negatives.
Indeed, I believe that feeling this appreciation for both big and small things in life, is one of the best feelings to have in life. I'm just happy for everything that I've got.
fears
Sometimes I feel scared of showing my weakness. It's a frightening feeling to show my fragile side, to take down my guard and trust that people won't try to hurt me.
But facing my fears, I believe I will grow stronger each time. I want to believe in myself and the fact that I will be loved, despite my flaws.
I just want to show the world who I am. And that's what I'm doing.
