A walk in the desert
I feel so lost and confused, like I'm walking through a desert day and night without water, and every time I think I see a fountain and walk towards it, I go there to find out that it was nothing but a stupid mirage. I find myself fooled. Again. I wish I could know from the start who and what is real. I'm so sick of being fooled around with, I'm not some toy or experiment to play with.
Please, don't let me down, and I promise, I will try my best to live up to your wishes too.